Introduction of Ruri

From 1st grade in elementary school, I constantly struggled with the differences between myself and others, and in my diary, I wrote about not understanding how to communicate with people. I was an extremely shy and seemingly unremarkable child. However, at Yotsuya Otsuka, I found joy in preparing for junior high school entrance exams as if I had found water as a fish. In 8th grade, I read Marx, and in 10th grade, I self-analyzed with Freud. Due to my parents' indoctrination, I decided to become a doctor, but later realized that my true nature lies in creativity. In my first year of medical school, I wanted to quit but lacked the courage to do so. When I witnessed my own child's frightening talent, I became convinced they were gifted and learned to fully affirm myself in less than a second. I discovered that I am hyper-gifted in mathematics by nature and gifted in psychology by nurture. Abstracting knowledge comes naturally to me, and I excel in original creativity. I possess an incredibly strong empathy, and my memory is image-centric. I have a peculiar perception where I alone understand things that others don't. I am constantly providing feedback to others, am altruistic, and have a mysterious sixth sense. I create roles even as a teacher, embodying idealism, perfectionism, and non-discrimination. No matter what misfortune comes my way, I bounce back with resilience, undergo post-traumatic growth, and repeatedly reconstruct my personality. I have completed the acceptance of death and maintain an open mind, having broken free from all forms of brainwashing. With the strength to never be defeated by anyone, I have achieved my super-native mode.

*This is the life story of someone who has completed these achievements, including self-history, for the sake of their child before leaving this world (not suicide, but the destined death). I always thought I would finish my life journey this way. It was a theme in my schedule.

*This blog is one part of my life journey towards the end.