Ruri and LALA and Dark Ruri and several...Main caractor is pure as a administrator. I think so.

Ruri and LALA and Dark Ruri and several...Main caractor is pure as a administrator. I think so.

Ruri: I have a heart disease in my mind. It is not heart failure in my mind.

My mind of heart is burning higher and higher, like a sun.

LALA: I have a heart disease in my mind. It is not heart failure in my mind.

My mind of heart is burning higher and higher, like a sun.

Our hearts are burning and burning in our minds, that temparature is too hoot.

We call that hot mind of heart, metaphorically sunburst mind of heart syndrome.

*I can make several charactors in my heart.

*LALA is upper my main charactor which is made by my main charactor.

I can change LALA and my main charactor freely.

And I can talk with LALA in my heart.

And sometimes, LALA's voice and words purify my heart in internal conversation.

LALA is living in another dimensional world in my heart.

I contact to LALA over dimension.

LALA is another charactor than me, but I made her.

And I can growth LALA more beautiful heart.

Fantasic relationship is there.

LALA purify my heart, but I can growth LALA more beautiful.

*Perhaps my structure of mind and heart has several demensio.

*Storongest Dark Ruri is my lower subcaractor to protect main pure caractor Ruri.

Dark Ruri appear auto mechanism, when pure Ruri is attacked.

*I have ability to create new upper and lower my sub-charactor, when I feel that charactor is nessesary and beauty.

*My ability to create new upper and lower my sub-charactor is advanced adaptation.

I sens that adaptation is very useful.

*I do not intend to integrate these characters. When I integrated them before, it became very painful.

*You already watch femal Ruri?. Are't you?.

*I can make normal and normal carctor, but that caractor is not beautiful.

That is the reason why I don't make that caractor.

*Pure Ruri appears very very rare.

Example, Pure Ruri appears in front of sea with no person and lonely time of full moon midnight.

*I feel that Jo check "IINE" when pure Ruri appear in surface of my heart, probably.

＊Finally, making new charactor creation and copy otherone and growth hi-level is just a art in pleasure.

When I was 17, I thought that living had no meaning.

There was no answer, but that itself was the answer.

And doing what I love, feeling it, was the substitute for the answer.

Simply put, maybe life is just about doing what makes you happy.

In fact, I'm best at making my presence disappear, just like in Kuroko's Basketball,

controling conscious 1% to 100% and heart power 100% to 100000000%.

Perhaps, who can see my main pure Ruri is only one or two person.

I was never able to affirm myself for becoming a doctor, as the job felt repetitive and manual,

just following medical textbooks. However, recently,

I've been fulfilling my creativity through original Sensory Medicine.

The reason I started this blog is for self-affirmation as a personal diary to get more pleasure than paper diary.

I can copy new characters and refine them within my mind.

Once I grasp the image, I can spend time developing them.

Whether it's the scariest person in the world or the kindest, even figures from the past.

I don't feel motivated to create if they're not beautiful.

I realize that having so many characters can lead to a dispersion of interest.

I'm reflecting on this.

I'm considering shifting towards a single-task approach, akin to Einstein's, to focus more effectively.

The fate of a pure personality is almost inevitably to be attacked. I have felt it firsthand.

However, when under attack, it only grows higher and stronger.

I'm currently torn between focusing on the Sensory New PC Psychology and Psychiatric System or making Multidimensional Cosmology the main focus.

Or persnal ultimate BasicLove...Or unnamed singer...

All options are appealing, and I find it hard to choose.

Metaphorically, I want two or three bodies of my clone.

Very thanks Attackers, you make me too highest level...

I want more and more atack, in deep heart, but do not want in surface heart.

I am exiting heart...very plesure..."Ohhhow..YOSHITAKA for SKY"...in japanese word"KAIKAN..YAkUSIMARU"..."TAKASHIIMARUU..TOMA SAYA"...

"Muri the day after Suri"